Blood through thick and thin so why do I love to watch you suffer?
Selfishness has taken hold of the place where you once stood
Hiding from the shame, idleness created
I can't stand to see your struggle
I can't find the time
I can't show you that someone does care
Too stuck in my self absorbed life led in vain
And I know you'll never understand and I can never see the world through your eyes
But I can see life taking its toll by the remorse painted on your face
I can't find the time
I can't help you escape from your mind
It's adding up with the passing of time
Months turn to years and alone you revel in your shame
Hiding in plain sight from a world that fails to recognize the humanity buried deep inside
Face to face, I see my reflection staring back
Insecurities of a tortured mind, an uneasy
Tear to mend
So I turned my back and walked away from my only true friend
I left you out to rot, and your cries echo in my mind
Until the day I make this right
Chicago hardcore veterans embrace industrial metal, doom, and experimental electronics to transcendent, explosive effect. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 18, 2023